Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Heyz..
This is gonna b a sad entry... Sorry...
My Snowball just died at about 0715 likethat.... Haiz... I think its b'cause of old age.. At least I hope so... Cause he was sick just recently as well... He is 1 and 1/2 yrs old le... Almost same age when my 1st hamster died as well... hahah.... Looks like thats the max life they get huh...
At least for Snowball, I looked after him for the whole afternoon... So I didnt study for Microbio today... I know he is going soon, I just didnt know when... He was like so tired today, just kept sleeping all day... & he slept in weird positions which I havent seen before... So I took him out and laid him down on my bro's bed... ;p Covered him with blanket and just watched him... He still got the pop sound when he breathe... So I guess he didnt recover fully frm the flu...
Around dinner time which is at 0700, I went to eat... Just took some soup and braead... Then come back... He stopped breathing already... Within a mere 30mins, life was taken away... I dunno whether I'm glad I didnt see him go or not... Called my bro after that to inform him then I just held Snowball for awhile longer before burying him together with my 1st pair of hamsters... Hope they get along... 3 hamsters in 1 flower-pot... Haha...
But this time round... I'm much stronger/stable than when my 1st pair of hamsters died... This time round, I didnt cry so much... Hahah.... More in control.... Thats a gd thing.... I guess... Bright Eyes doesnt seem to know that he's gone... Thats gd... Not a gd thing to let her know... She's sleeping soundly right now... Cute...
I wonder, will she feel sad ??
How fast will she forget him ??
If she knew, will she have a shorter life ??
Well.... Snowball slept peacefully & went away his dreams... Oh.. Bro's back... thats early... just showed him the pot which I buried Snowball in... Just to let him know...
Dun wanna study anymore le... Today is 1st day ofexam period then this happened...
.... Just glad I got to take care of him for the last time... This makes up for my 1st pair of hamsters when I missed it...
So my cute cute Snowball... Hope u recover frm ur flu & stay in that nice sweet dream which u dreamt when u left us behind... Just hope upon a "Black-Winged Hope"....
My ichiban shiro no kawaii hamster.... Oyasumi... Eien no oyasumi...
10:05 PM*